Ughhhh I want to take so many pills and read fanfic 😣 that's all I want to do. And next weekend, well starting Thursday I'll be in New York for a field trip with my art class 😒 I was joking when I said I wanted to go and it's too late to change my mind and it's all paid for and I won't get back until I think until Tuesday and I'm really scared because I have no friends going on the trip that are in art (that I know of) and I'm going to be rooming with 3 other girls so I can't cut because I don't want them seeing my cuts and FUCKKK a life sucks rn I'm gonna bring pills on the trip and I don't want to eat dinner with the people because I'm gonna feel fat UGHHHH I HATE LIFE #depression#anxiety#fat#ugly#cat#deb#ana#starving#confused#alone#lost#suicide#binge#razor#sad#lonely#thinspoooo#cuts#cutting#skinny#mia#blood#sad#sadness
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